keep your head high, heavy heart
just to get through it

at jay's house and using the computer while waiting for cyn to be done with her bath so i can get my arse freshly showered too.

found out many many things during the past few days, and am sure that i do not like it one bit. i mean.

sick.

twisted and weird stuff that ties in with the whole logic that humanity is twisted and humans don't deserve to live.

okay, maybe we do, but it's hard to do even fanthom why humans do the stuff we do.

alright stop it. and i found out that someone has been lying a lot.(no that one i found out a long time ago (:) and acting like such a typical male pig that enjoys sharing "conquests" with his friends. rolls eyes*

i mean, IT'S NOT EVEN THE TRUTH. some of it, maybe. but NOT ALL. and plus the way it was presented was totally off lah, you get my drift? no i think not.

oh wellllllllllllllll.

and.....

don't tell me that i'm scarred, somehow i was before everything, and i am even more scarred now.

no pun intended, but only someone will know. HAHA.

and don't look at me like everything's okay, should be okay, and i know it'll be okay, but still.

somethings can never be erased, and though you wish with your whole heart that things are not this way, sometimes it just IS like this.

and i hate it when people look at me and go like "aiya don't xxxxxx" if i could, then i wouldn't, now would i?

alright, it's enough. i hope that things will be fine by the next time i blog.

till then, miss friends blablabla loads.


xoxo
hold your head high,
heavy heart.

ps: keeping your dirty little secret